經過兩個星期鋪天蓋地的毒奶粉報道後，我覺得自己愈來愈對此事憤怒！是甚麼樣的中國人？全無半點人性，連累其他的奶製品也要回收銷毀，浪費食物！我不想告訴別人自己是中國人，連香港人也不願做！看，香港政府為那些即將檢驗的奶粉多麼的維護！為了不想開罪中央政府，連市民的性命也罝之不理！失望！香港市民的生命比起中央領導人的面子，相差太遠。
前天甚麼鬼神七問天，全無興趣收看。那麼多資源去搞與自己無關的航天科技，不如搞好民生好了。讓多點苦難的低下階層真正嘗到經濟起飛的好處吧！看完毒奶粉的報導再看神七，頓時感到混身不自在，完美的升空變得空洞虛偽，燃點不起我的激情和歡欣，甚至厭惡作嘔。
我不懷疑溫總理和胡總理理政的誠意和能力，問題是︰那些很有錢或很有權的中國人何時才講良心？何時才給世界中國人應有的品德？
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Sunday, July 13, 2008
短視
現代社會的急速，多變和高壓，原來已經不知不覺滲入我們的血液裡了。
免費報紙上，每段新聞的長度比今季穿在女士身上的迷你裙還短；政府的政策與商店的產品每天推陳出新﹑日新月異，我們都來不及一一消化；每天返工都一個人做著最少兩三個人的工作量，還要被美其名為全面發展，多元智能！
早兩天與保險經紀見面，談及保費的收費方式，我道出不喜歡買保險的原因，是不希望長年累月地交保費或基金供款，最理想的是供了幾年後可以撤手不管，任其自行增減值。說完後才發現，自己也慢慢地「貼近社會」，不再是站在社會一角冷眼旁觀的人了。
我們常說現代人短視，短視如我又有沒有人知道為什麼會落得如此短視的呢？誰知道今天還要返工的我，明天會不會待業在家？
免費報紙上，每段新聞的長度比今季穿在女士身上的迷你裙還短；政府的政策與商店的產品每天推陳出新﹑日新月異，我們都來不及一一消化；每天返工都一個人做著最少兩三個人的工作量，還要被美其名為全面發展，多元智能！
早兩天與保險經紀見面，談及保費的收費方式，我道出不喜歡買保險的原因，是不希望長年累月地交保費或基金供款，最理想的是供了幾年後可以撤手不管，任其自行增減值。說完後才發現，自己也慢慢地「貼近社會」，不再是站在社會一角冷眼旁觀的人了。
我們常說現代人短視，短視如我又有沒有人知道為什麼會落得如此短視的呢？誰知道今天還要返工的我，明天會不會待業在家？
Saturday, July 12, 2008
習慣
相對兩三年前，已經愈來愈少寫網誌了。是因為沒時間，是因為沒心情，是因為太疲倦，是因為沒精神…
其實最主要的原因，是個人不再那樣多嘮叨了，艱辛仍然不斷，困難仍然不斷，工作仍然不斷——但埋怨減少了，不像從前那樣囉囉唆唆的說這個麻煩那個難捱。或者知道，再說幾遍苦，苦仍繼續來，再喊幾次難，難仍纏繞不斷。
我們這些七十後後(真的很後很後)，來不及趕搭尾班車，未炒過金股匯卻成為金融風暴的代罪羔羊，人工被攔腰摺去一大份，還過著年年簽約年年續的無定向的生活。到經濟稍為好些後，大家都急不及待去加人工加幅利和加人手，說新入職人士享有點點點的待遇云云，卻把那些默默被剝削了三五七年的羔羊遺忘在世界的一個角落裡。
其實我想講，經過這幾年，都慢慢習慣了。這些年的艱苦經營反而練到一身銅皮鐵骨，再也不怕合約，低薪和高辛，我已習慣惡劣的環境和略遜的待遇，彷彿一切都是理所當然的，從此以後，我遇到的任何事，都是不那樣差。已經很好了，朋友都如是說。
其實最主要的原因，是個人不再那樣多嘮叨了，艱辛仍然不斷，困難仍然不斷，工作仍然不斷——但埋怨減少了，不像從前那樣囉囉唆唆的說這個麻煩那個難捱。或者知道，再說幾遍苦，苦仍繼續來，再喊幾次難，難仍纏繞不斷。
我們這些七十後後(真的很後很後)，來不及趕搭尾班車，未炒過金股匯卻成為金融風暴的代罪羔羊，人工被攔腰摺去一大份，還過著年年簽約年年續的無定向的生活。到經濟稍為好些後，大家都急不及待去加人工加幅利和加人手，說新入職人士享有點點點的待遇云云，卻把那些默默被剝削了三五七年的羔羊遺忘在世界的一個角落裡。
其實我想講，經過這幾年，都慢慢習慣了。這些年的艱苦經營反而練到一身銅皮鐵骨，再也不怕合約，低薪和高辛，我已習慣惡劣的環境和略遜的待遇，彷彿一切都是理所當然的，從此以後，我遇到的任何事，都是不那樣差。已經很好了，朋友都如是說。
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
脫牙
終於都要剝智慧齒。
媽媽要我剝，一來避免蛀牙，二來，哈哈，話我今年有血光之災，要剝牙擋一擋﹗我無意見，迷信又好，科學又好，結果都是剝牙。
心口寫個勇字，剝就剝﹗約好時間，依時去到，略遲少少，醫生先見另一個病人。趁此機會，取出麵包，盡快將其收拾﹗
時間剛剛好，到叫我的名字進見牙醫時，手上的麵包剛剛完成，卻滿嘴都是麵包。姑娘讓我漱口，牙醫再替我仔細清理，呵呵。
然後就落麻醉葯，開始覺得痛。到差不多半邊面都無感覺時，有點恐怖，就開始想打退堂鼓。時間到，牙醫指示要張開口，我真很不情願，還說︰我不想剝啦，我好後悔呀，早知唔剝啦。牙醫還耐心安撫︰你做了個好正確的決定呀，不要驚﹗無得改變，唯有就犯。
牙醫在口中不知幹了甚麼，只知道King King Kong Kong的，還不斷的安慰我唔使驚。哼！唔驚就假，還要有排痛呢，且不知道麻醉葯散後會有幾痛！想起就擔心！
牙終於剝了，半邊面依然無感覺，只知道咬著綿花的位置不斷滲血，姑娘指示必須要吞下所有口水，不得吐出。血是腥的，實在難哽！而且因為仍有半邊面沒有感覺，不大懂得笑，更怕笑得難看，很困擾。
姑娘給我包好剝出的兩隻牙，我帶回家後仔細研究，並嘗試將分開的部分併回原狀，嗅一嗅有點腐肉的味，最後將它們拋到泥裡。(之後才想起，智慧牙脫落後不會再長出，就無須種牙啦，為甚麼我之前無想過的呢！)
後話︰
我做事向來有前無後，打死罷就，還以為剝牙只是小問題(其實我看甚麼事情都太簡單啦)，很多工作都無因為遷就剝牙而改期。家人又不讓我服用抗生素和止痛葯。誰知第二天就立即周身骨痛，發冷發熱，而且還因為吃不進媽媽做的糙米粥(糙米粥呀，剝完牙點食！)，肚子空空，痛苦加劇。正奇怪為甚麼會這樣，還想在學校支持著完成工作後才早退，最後還是捱不到將工作完成，走進校長室通知校長。這個校長出名喜歡問症和替人診斷，一聽我說剛脫牙就知道可能有細菌入侵，將我趕回家休息。
喝過鮮奶和白麵包，乖乖吃葯睡覺。醒來後一身都輕了！
媽媽要我剝，一來避免蛀牙，二來，哈哈，話我今年有血光之災，要剝牙擋一擋﹗我無意見，迷信又好，科學又好，結果都是剝牙。
心口寫個勇字，剝就剝﹗約好時間，依時去到，略遲少少，醫生先見另一個病人。趁此機會，取出麵包，盡快將其收拾﹗
時間剛剛好，到叫我的名字進見牙醫時，手上的麵包剛剛完成，卻滿嘴都是麵包。姑娘讓我漱口，牙醫再替我仔細清理，呵呵。
然後就落麻醉葯，開始覺得痛。到差不多半邊面都無感覺時，有點恐怖，就開始想打退堂鼓。時間到，牙醫指示要張開口，我真很不情願，還說︰我不想剝啦，我好後悔呀，早知唔剝啦。牙醫還耐心安撫︰你做了個好正確的決定呀，不要驚﹗無得改變，唯有就犯。
牙醫在口中不知幹了甚麼，只知道King King Kong Kong的，還不斷的安慰我唔使驚。哼！唔驚就假，還要有排痛呢，且不知道麻醉葯散後會有幾痛！想起就擔心！
牙終於剝了，半邊面依然無感覺，只知道咬著綿花的位置不斷滲血，姑娘指示必須要吞下所有口水，不得吐出。血是腥的，實在難哽！而且因為仍有半邊面沒有感覺，不大懂得笑，更怕笑得難看，很困擾。
姑娘給我包好剝出的兩隻牙，我帶回家後仔細研究，並嘗試將分開的部分併回原狀，嗅一嗅有點腐肉的味，最後將它們拋到泥裡。(之後才想起，智慧牙脫落後不會再長出，就無須種牙啦，為甚麼我之前無想過的呢！)
後話︰
我做事向來有前無後，打死罷就，還以為剝牙只是小問題(其實我看甚麼事情都太簡單啦)，很多工作都無因為遷就剝牙而改期。家人又不讓我服用抗生素和止痛葯。誰知第二天就立即周身骨痛，發冷發熱，而且還因為吃不進媽媽做的糙米粥(糙米粥呀，剝完牙點食！)，肚子空空，痛苦加劇。正奇怪為甚麼會這樣，還想在學校支持著完成工作後才早退，最後還是捱不到將工作完成，走進校長室通知校長。這個校長出名喜歡問症和替人診斷，一聽我說剛脫牙就知道可能有細菌入侵，將我趕回家休息。
喝過鮮奶和白麵包，乖乖吃葯睡覺。醒來後一身都輕了！
Saturday, May 03, 2008
聖火來到香港
中國辦奧運，普世歡騰。也真是值得高興和雀躍的事情。大家都熱烈地討論著聖火的傳遞。聖火，其實有誰不感到興奮呢！
支聯會要示威，好！藏獨份子要抗議，歡迎！人權組織要集會，求之不得！其實人家要遊行抗議示威集會，有何問題﹖為甚麼不讓人家來香港？讓人家感受一下自由之都，讓人家感受一下中國社會對辦奧運盛事的興奮，也讓人家一起湊熱鬧。
其實香港人早已習慣了多元的社會，香港人可以白天去遊行，晚上去酒店食自助餐，第二天早上如常與外國買家接洽。是誰太低估香港人？
我反而對我們的警察無故拉走了那大學女生感到是慶典中的缺憾，我不喜歡他們！稍為破壞了氣氛的人是他們，不是那藏獨不藏獨的人，不是支聯不支聯的人！
來！讓我們都穿起紅衣！管你的紅衣上寫著的是中國加油還是Tibet Tibet！
支聯會要示威，好！藏獨份子要抗議，歡迎！人權組織要集會，求之不得！其實人家要遊行抗議示威集會，有何問題﹖為甚麼不讓人家來香港？讓人家感受一下自由之都，讓人家感受一下中國社會對辦奧運盛事的興奮，也讓人家一起湊熱鬧。
其實香港人早已習慣了多元的社會，香港人可以白天去遊行，晚上去酒店食自助餐，第二天早上如常與外國買家接洽。是誰太低估香港人？
我反而對我們的警察無故拉走了那大學女生感到是慶典中的缺憾，我不喜歡他們！稍為破壞了氣氛的人是他們，不是那藏獨不藏獨的人，不是支聯不支聯的人！
來！讓我們都穿起紅衣！管你的紅衣上寫著的是中國加油還是Tibet Tibet！
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
嘔
今年流年不利，身體一直不大好，衣穿少件就要頭痛，頭痛得厲害還要嘔。唯有整天都多穿外套，提防著涼，像老弱殘兵。
流年不利，除了身體，還有工作，人事的複雜就夠讓人頭痛。衰人要防，小人要防，鄙人要防！防完還要返攻，報復，周而復始。
很‧壓‧倦！
真的很‧想‧嘔！
流年不利，除了身體，還有工作，人事的複雜就夠讓人頭痛。衰人要防，小人要防，鄙人要防！防完還要返攻，報復，周而復始。
很‧壓‧倦！
真的很‧想‧嘔！
Saturday, April 26, 2008
投名狀
剛看過投名狀，靚男又有戲。除了金城武外，劉德華同李連杰都交足戲！場面也精心設計。慣拍女人戲的陳可辛想不到將這陽剛味重的戰爭場面也駕馭得不賴，佩服！
不過想深一層，這還不過是一套女人的戲，靚仔如雲，單是金城武一個已夠，就是打不得也睇得！再有成熟有男人味的李連杰和劉德華，此兩人則打得兼睇得！賞心悅目，目不暇給。
自少已是李連杰迷。因本人特愛陽剛味重的男孩。喜歡李連杰是從少林小子開始
那時的他仍年輕，不如現在的成熟穩重，卻有一股朝氣，笑的時候樣子更真誠迷人。不似時下的年輕偶像般，崇尚陰柔氣質，娘娘腔似的，怕還未大叫媽媽！現在的李連杰，少了笑容卻在眼中多少一份深沉，魅力仍不減當年。
劉德華則無需多說，在這部戲演的洽如其份。一份的堅決伴隨鄉巴佬的單純，那至死還以為是敵人的加害以及還想向大哥求救。
至於金城武就是奇中之奇。以三十五歲之齡還是如十多二十年前那般的孩子面貌，不知道是幸還是不幸！需知道娛樂事業中，男人還是成熟的較吃得開。而武哥仍是演技不足以和李連杰及劉德華較量，那也不要緊，反正角色對他的演技要求不高，而且靚仔足以搭夠，光是看他也夠開心一陣子吧！最好看是他穿軍服的模樣，吖！簡直俊俏死了！
少不了要提到影片背後的男人，陳可辛。從來都覺得導演是一件高難度的工作，不要說這種操控幾十至幾百人的場面，就是那些所謂的低成本制作，我也覺得要好好地說一遍故事也是難比登天！那種精神壓力和心力的交萃不是我們能理解的，而這影我認為有一場真是擊節讚賞的。就是三個男主角初投軍即攻舒城的一役，幾百大軍各自圍攻下組成一幅美麗圖案。而且這個戰爭電影並非是純官能的刺激，還有話要說的，殊不簡單！比張大導不知高出多少倍了！
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Saturday, March 08, 2008
網絡世界日新月異，這邊廂網誌的熱潮仍火紅得緊，那邊廂Facebook的出現卻令人人趨之若鶩﹗我一不小心，只是有兩三次因為朋友送甚麼禮物或邀請，登入那個開了幾個月但將近封塵的東西，像發現了新大陸般玩得不亦樂乎﹗
這個Facebook真懂做生意，有各種各樣新奇刺激的選擇供人消磨時間。要型格的有賽車﹑要愛心的有寵物﹑要物質的有名牌手袋﹑要美味的也有漂亮又高級的朱古力，就連飛機大炮也有了(大炮只是我大炮地胡謅出來的，現在尚未有，但難保終有一日連這也供應哩﹗)
OK﹗玩也有個限度，都是收手的時候了。
這個Facebook真懂做生意，有各種各樣新奇刺激的選擇供人消磨時間。要型格的有賽車﹑要愛心的有寵物﹑要物質的有名牌手袋﹑要美味的也有漂亮又高級的朱古力，就連飛機大炮也有了(大炮只是我大炮地胡謅出來的，現在尚未有，但難保終有一日連這也供應哩﹗)
OK﹗玩也有個限度，都是收手的時候了。
香口書
新年假後，一切又回復平靜，包括揮霍的心情和習慣。但寒冬剛過，必要的春裝還是要買的。還好，不是甚惱人的瘋狂購物，已算對自己有交代。
衣服反樸歸真，心靈卻需滋養。走到三聯書店，竟是春季大減價，哈！適蓬其會，要買書就碰巧減價，當然大量入貨啦。
在書堆之中，也不是本本也有興趣，這類大書店，最實惠還是買那些主打的暢銷書。當中有十三點，問我，李碧華的散文等等。你問我，我也得承認，都是書中的香口糖。初嚼香甜，容易入口，久而久之，則味淡口寡，終要吐掉。日常生活中，我甚少要嚼香口糖，但書嘛，一嚼無防。
衣服反樸歸真，心靈卻需滋養。走到三聯書店，竟是春季大減價，哈！適蓬其會，要買書就碰巧減價，當然大量入貨啦。
在書堆之中，也不是本本也有興趣，這類大書店，最實惠還是買那些主打的暢銷書。當中有十三點，問我，李碧華的散文等等。你問我，我也得承認，都是書中的香口糖。初嚼香甜，容易入口，久而久之，則味淡口寡，終要吐掉。日常生活中，我甚少要嚼香口糖，但書嘛，一嚼無防。
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
失戀假期
日公司首推失戀有薪假期 (明報) 02月 12日 星期二 05:05AM
【明報專訊】失戀是許多人的慘痛回憶，日本 一家行銷公司相當貼心，准許剛剛失戀的員工，申請「失戀假」，而且年紀愈大，假期日數愈多。這家公司的老闆認為，「失戀就像生病一樣，當然應該給予員工失戀假」。
年紀愈大療傷期愈長
提供失戀假的公司叫Hime & Company，去年開始推出有薪失戀假，更妙的是，員工年紀愈大，失戀假的天數愈多。這家公司表示，「20多歲的人很快就可以找到新的戀情；然而30多歲的人，需要的時間比較久，因此假期要較長。」
這家公司是專門販賣女性用品的行銷公司，公司的成員並不多，女員工更只有6人。但老闆認為，失戀就像生病一樣，需要好好的休息放鬆。
無錯，失戀實在係需要一個假期﹗其實咁都係好，因為一旦失戀，整個人就已經迷迷糊糊﹑不在狀態，個人得番個殼，無晒靈魂，再叫佢做野喎，根本咩都做唔到，做咩﹗幾日啦，唔好多，再多就胡思亂想，幾日後就係要轉移視線o既時候，就係實踐「以工作為重」﹑「暫時不想感情事」或者係「以工作麻醉自己」的最好時機，呢個時候，唔遲唔早，啱啱好。
呢間公司實在有人道精神，我估計老闆應該係女人（我估啫）。之但係究竟點介定–男/女﹒朋﹒友呢﹖又有無限定一年內失幾多次戀呢﹖
【明報專訊】失戀是許多人的慘痛回憶，日本 一家行銷公司相當貼心，准許剛剛失戀的員工，申請「失戀假」，而且年紀愈大，假期日數愈多。這家公司的老闆認為，「失戀就像生病一樣，當然應該給予員工失戀假」。
年紀愈大療傷期愈長
提供失戀假的公司叫Hime & Company，去年開始推出有薪失戀假，更妙的是，員工年紀愈大，失戀假的天數愈多。這家公司表示，「20多歲的人很快就可以找到新的戀情；然而30多歲的人，需要的時間比較久，因此假期要較長。」
這家公司是專門販賣女性用品的行銷公司，公司的成員並不多，女員工更只有6人。但老闆認為，失戀就像生病一樣，需要好好的休息放鬆。
無錯，失戀實在係需要一個假期﹗其實咁都係好，因為一旦失戀，整個人就已經迷迷糊糊﹑不在狀態，個人得番個殼，無晒靈魂，再叫佢做野喎，根本咩都做唔到，做咩﹗幾日啦，唔好多，再多就胡思亂想，幾日後就係要轉移視線o既時候，就係實踐「以工作為重」﹑「暫時不想感情事」或者係「以工作麻醉自己」的最好時機，呢個時候，唔遲唔早，啱啱好。
呢間公司實在有人道精神，我估計老闆應該係女人（我估啫）。之但係究竟點介定–男/女﹒朋﹒友呢﹖又有無限定一年內失幾多次戀呢﹖
Monday, February 04, 2008
Me
From: http://alabe.com/freechart/
Rising Sign is in 28 Degrees Pisces
Very sensitive to your surroundings, other people's feelings become your feelings. Try to avoid negative people because your tendency to empathize with them will make you negative also. An idealist, you must believe in something beyond your normal everyday existence. A dreamer, you like to escape to a world of your own creation. As such, you are known for the vividness of your imagination and should try to share your inner visions with others. Very self-sacrificial by nature, beware of others becoming overly dependent on you or vice versa. Allow yourself to live for yourself once in a while -- you deserve it. Don't be so envious of those who are more aggressive than you -- your gentle charity and true humility are indeed wonderful gifts. on the tenth house cusp (MIDHEAVEN).
Sun is in 02 Degrees Libra.
Very sociable, you enjoy being with others and definitely prefer not be alone. Warm and affectionate, you go out of your way to make others like you. You despise ugliness, for you being surrounded by beauty and harmony is a necessity of life. You prefer fine clothing, an attractive home and pleasant surroundings wherever you are. Your refined tastes apply to music and to art as well. At times, you are very indecisive you waver and falter when forced to make a choice because you have the ability to see both sides of any question. The positive part of this is that you are very fair-minded and can be trusted to settle disputes. Your greatest challenge is to take any one- on-one encounter and make the most of it.
Moon is in 27 Degrees Cancer.
For the most part, you are very strong and secure emotionally. You intuitively know what to do to make others feel comfortable, loved, accepted and needed. You naturally enjoy feeding and taking care of others. Be careful that your mothering does not turn into smothering. At times, you tend to feel that those to whom you are attached can never do anything without your assistance and support. Extremely sensitive by nature, it hurts you deeply whenever anyone criticizes you. You have an almost desperate need to be loved and wanted and needed by everyone with whom you come into contact, and you go out of your way to be accommodating to them.
Mercury is in 29 Degrees Virgo.
Very thorough and efficient, you pay attention to the minor but important details of any project. You are a careful thinker who can learn complicated, intricate techniques. You are attracted to practical, useful skills and are probably good at working with your hands. You are very critical of yourself and others, sometimes too much so, and you get the reputation of being a nag or of being nit-picky. Your first reaction to any situation is to try to organize, classify and analyze everything!
Venus is in 15 Degrees Scorpio.
Your feelings about others are deep, powerful, intense and complex. When you like someone, you do so totally and obsessively if you do not like someone, they do not exist. Your faithfulness and loyalty to your lover is unquestioned, indeed at times it is too much so -- you get so possessive that you almost smother your partner. At times, your feelings are kept deep within you and, because they are so complex and intense, they frighten you -- this is the way that you try to ignore them. But the more you try to do this, the more explosive things get when you eventually do express them.
Mars is in 04 Degrees Scorpio.
Your likes and dislikes are strong and intense, never casual or superficial. You are known for your persistence and willful obsession. Once you have decided on a course of action, you are unstoppable. Your emotional actions tend to be extreme, although you try to keep them muted. You are not quick to anger, you do slow burns. And you tend to release your anger as sarcasm or irony. Beware of your tendency to hold grudges and to be vengeful. When you do fight, or release your internal tensions, you do so body and soul -- you become totally passionate and your outbursts are awesome to behold.
Jupiter is in 03 Degrees Leo.
You must be proud of all that you do in order to grow and develop. You enjoy being totally honest and aboveboard and you revel in the admiration and respect you receive from others due to your high- minded, upright way of life. Make sure, though, that your natural tendency to boast and show off is based on your actual accomplishments. Don't fall prey to self-exaggeration or arrogance. You truly do like outrageous spectacles and grand jolly times and will go out of your way to make them a reality.
Saturn is in 07 Degrees Virgo.
Your life must be orderly and practical and full of known and familiar routines in order for you to feel comfortable with yourself. Be careful, however, not to let "order" become the be-all and end-all of your life, or you may become cold, crass and unfeeling. Doing useful, practical things boosts your self- esteem. Abstract concepts and reasoning seem frivolous and a waste of time to you. You are very critical of yourself (and others), indeed at times quite self-deprecating. Try to relax a bit and allow yourself the freedom to fail once in a while. However, you probably won't fail very often because you are such a perfectionist.
Uranus is in 14 Degrees Scorpio.
You, and your peer group, demand to confront life at its deepest and most meaningful levels. Very compulsive and obsessive in your approach to everything, you will avoid anything that is casual or superficial, especially when it comes to relationships. You will seek out and explore new methods of healing as well as different ways to deal with deep-seated emotional problems.
Neptune is in 15 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and your entire generation, are heavily involved in investigating and idealizing foreign and exotic intellectual systems and religious philosophies. The most extreme ideals will be pursued with gusto. You will be at the forefront of humanitarian attempts to improve the lot of those who are in need of assistance. You will be comfortable with the concept of the "global village."
Pluto is in 16 Degrees Libra.
For your entire generation, this is a time of radical changes in society's attitude toward marriage and interpersonal relationships. There is a general fear and awe at the power inherent in making emotional or contractual commitments -- they will not be entered into lightly.
N. Node is in 26 Degrees Virgo.
You're usually quite at ease in leaving leadership roles in the hands of others. You would rather tend to the thousand and one details that need to be accomplished to keep any group going. Although you're very fussy and high-minded when it comes to choosing your associates, once your loyalty is given you can be trusted with many of the practical aspects of any project that is being undertaken. Usually quite unselfish, you will toil long hours in the service of any worthy cause that demands your attention. But be careful that your perfectionist tendencies don't get in the way of making real progress. (In other words, don't waste your time dusting clean shelves!)
Rising Sign is in 28 Degrees Pisces
Very sensitive to your surroundings, other people's feelings become your feelings. Try to avoid negative people because your tendency to empathize with them will make you negative also. An idealist, you must believe in something beyond your normal everyday existence. A dreamer, you like to escape to a world of your own creation. As such, you are known for the vividness of your imagination and should try to share your inner visions with others. Very self-sacrificial by nature, beware of others becoming overly dependent on you or vice versa. Allow yourself to live for yourself once in a while -- you deserve it. Don't be so envious of those who are more aggressive than you -- your gentle charity and true humility are indeed wonderful gifts. on the tenth house cusp (MIDHEAVEN).
Sun is in 02 Degrees Libra.
Very sociable, you enjoy being with others and definitely prefer not be alone. Warm and affectionate, you go out of your way to make others like you. You despise ugliness, for you being surrounded by beauty and harmony is a necessity of life. You prefer fine clothing, an attractive home and pleasant surroundings wherever you are. Your refined tastes apply to music and to art as well. At times, you are very indecisive you waver and falter when forced to make a choice because you have the ability to see both sides of any question. The positive part of this is that you are very fair-minded and can be trusted to settle disputes. Your greatest challenge is to take any one- on-one encounter and make the most of it.
Moon is in 27 Degrees Cancer.
For the most part, you are very strong and secure emotionally. You intuitively know what to do to make others feel comfortable, loved, accepted and needed. You naturally enjoy feeding and taking care of others. Be careful that your mothering does not turn into smothering. At times, you tend to feel that those to whom you are attached can never do anything without your assistance and support. Extremely sensitive by nature, it hurts you deeply whenever anyone criticizes you. You have an almost desperate need to be loved and wanted and needed by everyone with whom you come into contact, and you go out of your way to be accommodating to them.
Mercury is in 29 Degrees Virgo.
Very thorough and efficient, you pay attention to the minor but important details of any project. You are a careful thinker who can learn complicated, intricate techniques. You are attracted to practical, useful skills and are probably good at working with your hands. You are very critical of yourself and others, sometimes too much so, and you get the reputation of being a nag or of being nit-picky. Your first reaction to any situation is to try to organize, classify and analyze everything!
Venus is in 15 Degrees Scorpio.
Your feelings about others are deep, powerful, intense and complex. When you like someone, you do so totally and obsessively if you do not like someone, they do not exist. Your faithfulness and loyalty to your lover is unquestioned, indeed at times it is too much so -- you get so possessive that you almost smother your partner. At times, your feelings are kept deep within you and, because they are so complex and intense, they frighten you -- this is the way that you try to ignore them. But the more you try to do this, the more explosive things get when you eventually do express them.
Mars is in 04 Degrees Scorpio.
Your likes and dislikes are strong and intense, never casual or superficial. You are known for your persistence and willful obsession. Once you have decided on a course of action, you are unstoppable. Your emotional actions tend to be extreme, although you try to keep them muted. You are not quick to anger, you do slow burns. And you tend to release your anger as sarcasm or irony. Beware of your tendency to hold grudges and to be vengeful. When you do fight, or release your internal tensions, you do so body and soul -- you become totally passionate and your outbursts are awesome to behold.
Jupiter is in 03 Degrees Leo.
You must be proud of all that you do in order to grow and develop. You enjoy being totally honest and aboveboard and you revel in the admiration and respect you receive from others due to your high- minded, upright way of life. Make sure, though, that your natural tendency to boast and show off is based on your actual accomplishments. Don't fall prey to self-exaggeration or arrogance. You truly do like outrageous spectacles and grand jolly times and will go out of your way to make them a reality.
Saturn is in 07 Degrees Virgo.
Your life must be orderly and practical and full of known and familiar routines in order for you to feel comfortable with yourself. Be careful, however, not to let "order" become the be-all and end-all of your life, or you may become cold, crass and unfeeling. Doing useful, practical things boosts your self- esteem. Abstract concepts and reasoning seem frivolous and a waste of time to you. You are very critical of yourself (and others), indeed at times quite self-deprecating. Try to relax a bit and allow yourself the freedom to fail once in a while. However, you probably won't fail very often because you are such a perfectionist.
Uranus is in 14 Degrees Scorpio.
You, and your peer group, demand to confront life at its deepest and most meaningful levels. Very compulsive and obsessive in your approach to everything, you will avoid anything that is casual or superficial, especially when it comes to relationships. You will seek out and explore new methods of healing as well as different ways to deal with deep-seated emotional problems.
Neptune is in 15 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and your entire generation, are heavily involved in investigating and idealizing foreign and exotic intellectual systems and religious philosophies. The most extreme ideals will be pursued with gusto. You will be at the forefront of humanitarian attempts to improve the lot of those who are in need of assistance. You will be comfortable with the concept of the "global village."
Pluto is in 16 Degrees Libra.
For your entire generation, this is a time of radical changes in society's attitude toward marriage and interpersonal relationships. There is a general fear and awe at the power inherent in making emotional or contractual commitments -- they will not be entered into lightly.
N. Node is in 26 Degrees Virgo.
You're usually quite at ease in leaving leadership roles in the hands of others. You would rather tend to the thousand and one details that need to be accomplished to keep any group going. Although you're very fussy and high-minded when it comes to choosing your associates, once your loyalty is given you can be trusted with many of the practical aspects of any project that is being undertaken. Usually quite unselfish, you will toil long hours in the service of any worthy cause that demands your attention. But be careful that your perfectionist tendencies don't get in the way of making real progress. (In other words, don't waste your time dusting clean shelves!)
Friday, January 25, 2008
霧
今天工作至很晚，拖著疲倦的身軀，架著車，緩緩的沿著公路回家。
這幾天，天氣很不穩定，今天還下了一整天的毛毛細雨，空氣的濕度相當高，漸漸看到車頭有一陣陣的薄霧了，趕緊亮起霧燈。
當車愈往上爬，霧就愈濃，濃得連直路也不敢駛得太快。車速一直只能維持在每小時四十公里左右，而能見度大約就只有七至八米，那些彎位真的要近至車前才能看見，害怕但又刺激。
車一直的緩慢前行，我的心思卻想著在那些濃霧之後，是否有另一個世界等待著我呢？這些濃霧會不會帶我離開這個我不太喜歡的世界呢？我真的希望，我能就這樣從此消失於現實世界之中。不再回來。
這幾天，天氣很不穩定，今天還下了一整天的毛毛細雨，空氣的濕度相當高，漸漸看到車頭有一陣陣的薄霧了，趕緊亮起霧燈。
當車愈往上爬，霧就愈濃，濃得連直路也不敢駛得太快。車速一直只能維持在每小時四十公里左右，而能見度大約就只有七至八米，那些彎位真的要近至車前才能看見，害怕但又刺激。
車一直的緩慢前行，我的心思卻想著在那些濃霧之後，是否有另一個世界等待著我呢？這些濃霧會不會帶我離開這個我不太喜歡的世界呢？我真的希望，我能就這樣從此消失於現實世界之中。不再回來。
Saturday, January 19, 2008
其實我甚麼都不想要
組長，是我今個學年的新稱號。
無啦啦，我做了資訊科技組的主席。表面風光！實在面前個個地雷！
單是身邊已有兩頭柴狼在張牙舞爪，等待一個又一個上位良機，搶回失去了的權力，搶回差點吃著了的肥缺。
無啦啦的要我做甚麼主席，其實的一點也不希罕！你要的我給你好了，我樂得消搖自在，享受我失去過的生活。錢我也不想去貪，夠使的我便知足。不夠嗎﹖我會儲蓄，因為我喜歡期待，我喜歡辛苦等待後得到的滿足感，夠踏實！
工作難做得每次去到Server房都想嘔！跟本就一點都不懂得。每天要努力理解那些難明的IT術語，又要努力應付那些柴狼和替那些柴狼撿糞便，最要命的是那些「得力」助手一點都不肯幫手，拍拍屁股遠走高飛，留下我和那些新得不能再新的新人可憐地收拾那些接踵而來的，無法解決的問題。捱了半年，要撐不住了，做得很想哭，卻也不懂得哭了。
現在，我只有硬著頭皮去做我不喜歡的事情，還給別人報以「活該」的目光。
對！是我做過了甚麼東西那樣的活該？
無啦啦，我做了資訊科技組的主席。表面風光！實在面前個個地雷！
單是身邊已有兩頭柴狼在張牙舞爪，等待一個又一個上位良機，搶回失去了的權力，搶回差點吃著了的肥缺。
無啦啦的要我做甚麼主席，其實的一點也不希罕！你要的我給你好了，我樂得消搖自在，享受我失去過的生活。錢我也不想去貪，夠使的我便知足。不夠嗎﹖我會儲蓄，因為我喜歡期待，我喜歡辛苦等待後得到的滿足感，夠踏實！
工作難做得每次去到Server房都想嘔！跟本就一點都不懂得。每天要努力理解那些難明的IT術語，又要努力應付那些柴狼和替那些柴狼撿糞便，最要命的是那些「得力」助手一點都不肯幫手，拍拍屁股遠走高飛，留下我和那些新得不能再新的新人可憐地收拾那些接踵而來的，無法解決的問題。捱了半年，要撐不住了，做得很想哭，卻也不懂得哭了。
現在，我只有硬著頭皮去做我不喜歡的事情，還給別人報以「活該」的目光。
對！是我做過了甚麼東西那樣的活該？
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